.stray.

If your lover goes to another for satisfaction of needs it is because you are not satisfying that need. This doesn't mean you are at fault. Often those needs aren't even communicated, so how are you to be expected to satisfy them? I'm not a firm believer that one person can satisfy all the needs of another. I am a firm believer in being presented with the option to at least try though. You never know, maybe that particular need can be met by your lover if given the opportunity. At least find out if your lover wants to try before running off. However, if you're not willing to try, your lover shouldn't be expected to just stop wanting that need met. It isn't any more fair for your lover to have to give up something than it is for you.

Love isn't a possession and your lover's purpose is not to amend your dissatisfaction with yourself. It's up to you to make yourself happy. It's up to your lover to try not to take away your happy. A lover is a companion, not a replacement for your self esteem or a solution to your issues. If there is honesty, trust, understanding, there is a healthy relationship. But don't expect to be everything to your lover and don't expect your  lover to be your everything. You're only inviting heart ache if that is your expectation.

Trust your lover to make the right choices. If your lover is not an honest person, then trust that person to be who they are: dishonest, and make your own choice. It really is that simple.. if you only let it be.

.?.

Its been far too long since you've controlled me. I need to be reminded. Everything feels different... I need that reminder.
If I don't feel your hands hold my throat against the wall, sliding up my inner things, into my wet pussy.. if I don't  see that smirk on your face while you make my legs give out beneath me.. my hair in your fist directing me to the place of your choosing.. if I don't feel my cheeks against my ankles while you bend me over and treat me like pavement with a jackhammer.. if we're not slipping on the puddles of my cum on the floor... making the neighbours bitch.. if I don't taste your cum as it drips into my mouth from you painting my face with it..

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If I don't feel you soon.. I don't know what I'll do!!

.wait.

My thirst for this is not quenched. I need to feel the pressure. It has been far too long, I cannot take this waiting! What am I to do with a bare throat un-choked? All my holes are empty and my vibrating substitute isn't satisfying me. How much longer will I wait for satiation?

.rhythm.

Keep it steady. There is no need to change it up. If you want to make her cum, keep the pace, even the pressure, and let the orgasm happen. Changing direction stops the process. It isn't an ice cream cone, it's a clit. Lick it accordingly. Up and down in a steady rhythm will bring her to climax, but suddenly changing to a faster side to side snaps her out of it, like a derailed train. Sure you can get back on track.. until you're derailed again...

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Stop fucking around down there and lick that clit like you mean it. You'll be rewarded by getting to fuck around down there...

.numb.

I want my passion back. I want to feel the yearning again. I want to burn with desire. I miss wanting.. I feel numb and it scares me. I want to feel. Something. I want to feel.

.stationary.

Every move I make invites ire. I will stand still and hope that helps.