.as is.

I don't care for a conventional relationship. I don't want the burdens of having to check in, explain myself, argue over money and lose interest in sex... and the truth is, I don't want to see you everyday. Not because I don't like seeing you, but because the time apart not only gives us the space we need to be individuals, but the chance to miss each other. When I say that sometimes I think it would be cool to have more of you I mean longer fuck sessions, no other commitments and a chance to not have to hide everything.. we have a blast together, the friendship outside the sex is awesome too. It would be cool to just hang out. It would be fun to go out and do shit together. Let's face it, every human wants the chance to publicly bask in the jealousy of all those who don't have what we have... and we get on great. I like being your dirty little secret. I wonder what it would be like if I was just your dirty little, without the secret.

Rene Magritte "The Lovers"

Don't for one minute let this thought fool you into thinking I'm asking for more. While I might say it would be cool if your situation were different I am fully aware that this whole thing came about in large part because of your situation and probably... definitely... wouldn't be what it is without it. Just because I say it would be cool to have more doesn't mean I actually want it. It's just a thought.

What we have is perfect, any changes, even the slightest, are all risks to that. I don't wish we were different. I just think about it from time to time, what fun it would be to be your arm candy instead of your dirty secret. 

Mark my words: I love being your dirty secret! I'm happy just the way we are.