He glides into my reality the way he glides into my dreams. My fantasies and my realities are one with him. Never before have I felt this bond, this complete trust. My desire to submit isn't in the submission itself, but in the trust that the person I give control to is worthy. For me to overlook everything else and accept him as is, this is how I know it's love. Love because I trust, love because I can be myself completely, without condition or constraint. Love because I do not need a filter. I need him. I don't love him because I need him, I need him because I love him. For the first time I feel a love that isn't possessive in return. I have no thoughts of placing conditions and the only restraints in this are the kinds placed on my limbs. The funny part is that restraints are not required, I would never fight him. Why would I try to stop something I want to happen?
Now I've found what I have been craving, nothing else will satisfy. I've no need to search, the thought that there could be another doesn't even exist in my mind. I am eternally at his disposal.
He controls me completely. But we both know I'm the one who holds the actual power.
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